I do, I really must do actually.
Looking back at anything I have blogged, I am one miserable bastard.
I never use to be, but I have become one. Life hasn't turned out like I thought it might - some of my own doing, some from things out of my control.
Being happy being depressed is what I tend to do. It's like I have become comfortable being a sad sack. Thinking about things gone wrong and really beating myself up about it.
Procrastination is a big evil in my life, and has caused a lot of my problems. I always leave things until it is too late to fix. Never being proactive. Wasting away hours in front of the new idiot box, social networking.
I read a post I did on my 44th birthday. It told of how I was going to kick arse and take names. Really get a hold of my life, all the usual 'Ima Gunna' stuff. Bit like this post really, but I think I am going to do things differently.
The only task I am giving myself is this :
STOP THINKING ABOUT THE PAST
Easy really.
So no more depressive, wrist cutting posts. Only good stuff from now on.
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