I am going to get off social networking completely. I may stay on Google+ though, mainly because it doesn't affect me like the others do.
Not sure if I can do this, but I have to. My life is in tatters. I'm basically depressed to the point it feels normal and I am starting to feel comfortable with it. Social networking reminds me time after time that I am a complete failure in life.
I feel I have to close myself from everything. Be alone with myself and my thoughts, and really try to turn things around. I feel envy and jealousy way to much to be healthy. I just want my life back. I don't want to stand out. I just want the basics back again.
Social networking is also a vehicle for procrastination. I can while away hours scanning over how awesome people's lives are and how I am being excluded on a whole new level.
I need to get stuff done. It is not being done.
well.. that was a ramble and a half. No matter, nobody will read it.
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